you make me wanna...

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 04:14:33 GMT

i love jordan

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 00:58:43 GMT

Name: JOHNNY APPLESEED
Birthday: NOVEMBER 25
Birthplace: NORTHRIDGE, CA
Current Location: NYC
Eye Color: BROWN
Hair Color: BROWN
Righty or Lefty: RIGHTY
Zodiac Sign: SAGITTARIUS

YOUR FAVORITE..
Music: BASICALLY ANTHING THAT’S NOT COUNTRY OR RAPPITY RAP RAPUTA RAP IF U KNOW WHAT I MEAN
Cartoon: NICKTOONS AND SIMPSONS
Color: BLUE AND BLACK
Car: AUDI A4
Slushy Flavor: BUBBLE GUM…
Magazine: PEOPLE, VOGUE, US WEEKLY, ENTERTAINMENT, ROLLING STONE
TV Show: SEX AND THE CITY, DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES, 24, THE OC, AMERICAN IDOL, THE BACHELLORETTE
Song at the Moment: LALA BY ASHLEE
Language: ENGLISH, HEBREW, POQUITO ESPANOL
Spice Girl: THE BLONDE ONE I FORGOT HER NAME..I THINK ITS EMMA
Beverage: SPRITE,FIJI WATER,SNAPPLE
Food: PIZZA,SUSHI,PASTA,SALAD..ANYTHING WITH CARBS!
Subject in School: PSYCHOLOGY
Weekend Activity: SLEEEEP
Frozen Yogurt: MMMMM…MY FAVORITE THING IN THE WHOLE WORLD!
Roller Coaster: RIDDLERS REVENGE, SPACE MOUNTAIN

WHAT IS..
Your most overused phrase: AMAZING!!!!!!!
First thing you thought when you woke up: I DONT WANT TO GET OUT OF BED
Last thought you went to sleep with: I WANT TO FALL ASLEEP, I SHOULDN’T HAVE DRANKEN THAT VENTI MOCHA
Best name for a Butler: COCO CHANEL
Wussiest Sport: HORSE SHOE THROWING
Your best feature: MY ABILITY TO LISTEN FOR HOURS ON END
Your greatest fear: FAILURE AND DEATH
Your greatest accomplishment: MY AMAZING RELATIONSHIPS WITH FRIENDS AND FAMILY
Your most missed memory: FAMILY VACATIONS

YOU PREFER..
Pepsi or Coke: COKE
McDonald's or Burger King: MCDONALDS
Single or Group Dates: SINGLE
Adidas or Nike: ADIDAS
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers: CHICKEN FINGERS
Dogs or Cats: DOGS..YORKIES!!
Rugrats or Doug: RUGRATS
Tupac or Jay-Z: JAY-Z
Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes: SHANIA TWAIN
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: LIPTON I GUESS..THEY BOTH SUCK
One pillow or two: ONE
Chocolate or Vanilla: VANILLA
Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa: HOT CHOCOCOCOLATA
Cappucino or Coffee: NEITHER..WHITE CHOCOLATE MOCHA OR VANILLA LATTE

DO YOU..
Shower everyday: EVERY OTHER..
Have a crush: WHO DOESN’T?
Think you've been in love: NO
Want to go to college: TOO LATE..ALREADY HERE!
Like high school: OVER, AND LOVED IT!
Want to get married: SURE
Type correctly: YEAH..HAHAHA
Believe in yourself: ON THE GOOD DAYS
Get motion sickness: NOPIDOODLEICIOUSALAKAZAMBAMBIESCOLD
Think you're a health freak: I WISH..MY MOM WOULD BE PROUD
Get along with your parents: I TRY…
Like thunderstorms: WHEN IM INDOORS

THE FUTURE...
Age your plan to be married: NO IDEA
Where youll be at age 20: COLLEGE
What do you want to be: FASHION JOURNALIST, PSYCHOLOGIST
Dream wedding: ON THE BEACH
How do you want to die: IN MY SLEEP
Country you'd like to visit: JAPAN, IRELAND

RANDOM..
Last time you slept with a stuffed animal: LAST NIGHT..HAHA
Rings before you answer the phone: WHENEVER I FIND IT
What's on your mousepad: I HAVE A LAPTOP
How many schools you've gone to: 3
Bedroom carpet color: WOOD FLOOR
Shave your head for $5,000?: MAYBE
Stranded on a desert island. Take three things... IPOD, CELL PHONE, FOOD
Best time of your life so far: SENIOR YEAR OF HS
Who makes you laugh: PAM
Favorite Place to Shop: ABERCROMBIE, BARNEYS, URBAN OUTFITTERS, FCUK, DIESEL, BLOOMINGDALES, VINTAGE...
Books you're reading: KITE RUNNER, ANGELS AND DEMONS

LAST TIME YOU...
Cried: THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY
Smiled: TODAY
Laughed : TODAY
Bought something: YESTERDAY
Had a nightmare: LIKE 2 WEEKS AGO
Ate: AS WE SPEAK..
Drink: RIGHT ABOUT……NOW!
Saw: SCARYY MOVIE!
Hugged someone: A FEW HOURS AGO

I AM BOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its been a longtime........

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 06:02:03 GMT

well..its been such a long time since ive updated this journal and so much has changed! I don't even know where to begin. i feel like im a different person completely. I live across the country now and loving it and hating it at the same time...
i saw ryan cabrera in concert last night which was pretty cool and my friend taped the oscars so i got to see that today, and i think million dollar baby deserved EVERY award, i absolutely loved that movie.

I AM NOT: A SELFISH PERSON
I HURT: WHEN DECIEVED
I LOVE: FEELING COMFORT
I HATE: BEING CONFUSED
I FEAR: FAILURE AND DEATH
I THINK: ABOUT THE FUTURE
I HOPE: FOR THE BEST
I CRAVE: AFFECTION
I REGRET: NOT TRUSTING OTHERS
I CRY: WHEN I DON’T GET WHAT I WANT
I CARE: WITH MY WHOLE HEART
I ALWAYS: PUT OTHERS FIRST
I LONG: FOR TRUE LOVE
I FEEL ALONE: IN NEW YORK
I LISTEN: TO BAD ADVICE
I HIDE: FROM DECISIONS
I DRIVE: TOWARDS A BETTER TOMORROW
I SING: IN THE SHOWER
I DANCE: TO THE BEAT OF LIFE
I WRITE: TO ESCAPE REALITY
I BREATHE: IN THE HEAT OF DRAMA
I PLAY: WITH MY EMOTIONS
I MISS: CALIFORNIA
I SEARCH: FOR HAPPINESS
I LEARN: THE HARD WAY
I FEEL: OVERLY GRATEFUL
I KNOW: EVERY DESIGNER
I SAY: THINGS I DON’T MEAN
I SUCCEED: WHEN I WANT TO
I DREAM: IN MY SLEEP
I WONDER: ABOUT THE WORLD
I WANT: A MILLION DOLLARS
I FIGHT: WHEN I KNOW I’M WRONG
I WAIT: FOR ANSWERS
I NEED: TO RELAX

yeah, im tired and DO NOT want to go to school tomorrow. midterms should DIE!!!!!

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 04:57:11 GMT

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 09:18:19 GMT

tonight was fun. went to cheesecake factory for dinner. then over to rileys where we were suppossed to watch "thirteen" but lucy, alex and kaitlen come over. lingered around for a while watching spanish news and eating creamsicles until matt d. came overrrr. then everyone left and riley alex and i finally watched thirteen which is really depressing bythe way. the drive home was really scarry cause there was no visibility on the freeway cause of the fucking fog. well now im home and need SLEEP............

shes used to jaguars and benzs, why the HELLLLLL is she in a UHAUL!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 01:38:31 GMT

the traffic was as crazy as my day...
*took me an hour to get to project socrates
*robeks with riley and megan
*back to megans instead of going to school(80's movies, pasta anytime)
*tanning
*roadtrip with megan and her mom
*picked up ashley and now were back at her house laughing about her 9 lovers!!!!

HOMEGIRL SHOULD NOT, I REPEAT SHOULD NOT WEAR THAT IN PUBLIC!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 18:27:17 GMT

last night was chill. tara megan kaitlin ashley and i all went to kabuki for dinner. afterwards we went over to katys and i had way too many ciggs and an entire box of frozen thin mints. shit, those are good! we ended up at some party that was pretty fun until it got broken up.
today...beach with megan and ashley.

ONLY 19 SCHOOL DAYS TILL SPRING BREAK!!

smells like summer....

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 05:25:00 GMT

i have seriously loved the weather lately. HOT HOT HOT!!!

today megan and i went to malibu for 3 hours instead of going to some boring assembly. it was really nice talking and enjoying the breeze while drinking our ice blendeds. went to bjs and then the fashion square with somebody i havent seen in a while. now im home and watching one tree hill.

good times, good times.

2004!!

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 04:43:24 GMT

winter break was great, hot paradise and a shitload of fun aka CANCUN!! it was a much needed vacation(will post pics later). we had hanukkah in mexico and it was really funny how all the natives looked at us when we exchanged gifts for 8 days a week before christmas.haha!! its a pain in the ass to be back in school now.
i am very content with my life right now. ive realized that there will always be those best friends that will be there for you no matter what, and then there is the group of people you hang out with just to have a good time. ive learned that relationsips do crumble and that its natural to grow apart from somebody. people change, people move, people become "too cool", but in the grand scheme of things everything happens for a reason and in the end nobody really knows what the future holds. its ideal to wish for the perfect boss, the perfect life or even the perfect outfit, but in life maybe the best any of us can do is not quit, play the hand we've been given and deal with what we've got.
for now..im happy laying in my bed watching old sex and the city reruns, drinking a chai and looking at old pictures. somethings never change...

Mon, 20 Oct 2003 02:55:58 GMT

sitting down in my room always makes me think. why is it that i have everything i need and want, but i still feel like i have to leave the house at the end of the year to make myself happy.
so what if my parents enjoy spoiling me? is it wrong having everything ive ever asked for and more? is it?
laying here in my ralph lauren sheets staring at a room so messy, noone would ever see. 4 pairs of diesels on one side. a mountain of jackets, laundry and shoes on the other. i am so confused. i feel loved and wanted in my own home but at the same time so alone and sad. making a decision is beyond me right now. i just want to let the smell of my vanilla candles in and forget all.
my life has been so hectic lately. work overwhelms me, school is hard, my friends i love and my family i dont really know. every day is a new story in this house. leaving everything on a day to day basis is a common deed.
decisions are horrible. and im getting sick

Thu, 09 Oct 2003 04:22:30 GMT

i cant stop thinking about her. everytime were together im happy. she makes me smile...

Fri, 26 Sep 2003 01:43:11 GMT

WOW! my dad got a really nice new car today...mercedes SL500. its amazing! my goal is to get to drive it, even if its just once. were probably going to cancun over winter break and my mom promised me a pair of sevens tomorrow. i got a $124 paycheck which will all go to my wardrobe. i have a lot of family coming into town tomorrow for the jewish holidays. LIFE IS GOOD AND IM HAPPPPY!

Wed, 24 Sep 2003 19:17:30 GMT

I WON MOST COSMOPOLITAN!! :)

i HATE HATE HATE when people change

Fri, 19 Sep 2003 06:25:48 GMT

my week has been ok. there are very few people i feel comfortable with this year, very few people that actually make me feel loved and welcome. Im nominated for gossip,best dressed and most cosmopolitan for favorites. i hope i get one of them, but if not...o well. tara your such a good friend to me. i miss our 2am conversations about love, our dashboard duets in the car, i miss shopping with you, but most of all i miss YOU! disneyland on saturday:)

Mon, 11 Aug 2003 16:53:53 GMT

3 weeks in europe was AMAZING...but now im home!

Thu, 10 Jul 2003 19:06:36 GMT

warped tour was beyond amazing. i had such a great time with natalie and sara. we saw glassjaw, simple plan, yellowcard, sum 41,less than jake, rufio,the used and many others. i also saw alotta people from school. i almost got killed during the used..but i survived. after we went to innout and each had 2 double-double meals. it was funny but soo much food. then we came back to the valley and we dropped sara off and i went over to natalies and basically passed out on her bed. the end! today im working at my dads office all day... and tomorrow venice with tara?

Mon, 23 Jun 2003 05:55:18 GMT

i got into a car accident. someone hit my car and ran going 50mph :(

Tue, 17 Jun 2003 15:01:14 GMT

MY PLANE FOR ARIZONA LEAVES AT 11AM.....

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY LIMOR!!

Sat, 14 Jun 2003 23:54:47 GMT
+woke up went to the habit with sara imberman
+birthday lunch for my sister at maggianos
+mall with limor(she bought the cutest jeans)
+coffee bean-best drink ever(pure caramel ice blended)
+jessica simpsons house(saw nick lachey on the driveway)...finally found their house in my gate.
+bought a fathers day card
now im home, and going swimming.

Sat, 14 Jun 2003 00:15:09 GMT
last night was aewright graduation and the last day of school! i cant believe my sister is going to school with me next year. how wierd. right now im laying on halfons floor with kelly and zozo debating if to call a special someone or not. today i went to malibu with jen zo and did a bunch of random stuff. im tired...

Wed, 11 Jun 2003 21:17:37 GMT
one more day till summmer...how AMAZING!!!

Fri, 06 Jun 2003 20:13:21 GMT
well its gloomy. classes today are really pointless, cause its senior beach day and everyone is away at the beach while its 50 degrees out.so im sitting in cooking completely bored out of my mind. this weekend is going to be sort of different. more family time, i guess. tonight im going out to dinner with my family for the first time on a friday night in like 3 years. then going to sleep early and then i have sats tomorrow morning...sooo not ready but whatever. then probably come home and nap and then i dunno. sunday im going to the beverly center with zozo and carly to pick me out an outfit for my sisters graduation. off do go sit and stare at calana making cookies.cause were like the only 2 people in foods today. i cant believe this is our last friday of school!!!!!

Wed, 04 Jun 2003 03:17:44 GMT
im feeling much better from all the shit that happened yesterday. the only down is that my parents dont trust me anymore. today, school was normal, but gloomy. we got our yearbooks and whenever they are handed out you always know that summer is just one week away. i still cant comprehend that-im so ready for summer. after school i went to the mall to try and find shoes but i was unsuccesful. then met up with kelly(her hair looks way cute for a matter of fact, it fits her perfectly),and carly and matt(they are soo great for eachother, im so happy they like my bed too). so we sat in robeks and admired kellys new do and then carly matt and i talked about randomness by the fountain that matt should have gone swimming in...haha then i went home cause my mom called.
taryn, i went around the block next time i see you ill give you details.
sats are on saturday...im so not ready

Tue, 03 Jun 2003 04:21:28 GMT
ewww...worst feeling ever. "did you empty out all the beers in the bar, how about all the pucker up? you sneaky young boy, what a fucking dissapointment" my dad said. i hate my dad with all my heart. hes a fucking asshole. im so mad at myself and im not in trouble just haunted by "guilt" i suppose. what a load. i hate parents. oh, and theyre never going out of town again!!!! im gonna go jump out my bathroom window...i just want the yelling to stop, its just not OK

Mon, 02 Jun 2003 03:50:14 GMT
saturday was fun. tara and i went to the mall and then to get my phone fixed and then deborah went home cause she shut the car door on her finger. tara drove the entire day by the way.shes getting a lot better. then she had to drop the car off at home, so i went home and then she came over again with jen and we went to subway and then to elco and then i went home. then carly, kelly, amanda, matt,matt,leor,ariel and them came over and we watched tv. then they left, but kelly stayed and we talked for an hour or two while watching 'real sex' in the movie room. then she left at like 1 am and tara, jen,katie, ryan,ryan and dan came over and we smoked hooka and chilled and then we saw "the time machine" till like 3 and then everyone went home. today i woke up at 9 cause i had to do a video project for english, then went over to ali's house(shes the bestest friend ever and im so happy i met her) and then i went to the mall with tara and she got a cute lace top and a plain white tee. they both looked cute.:) and then i came home, my parents got home from las vegas, and now im tired and drained out. peace...